Sometimes people are shitty
Today they are shitty.
Wmata decided to quit us all at Arlington cemetery. So far we’ve seen a train go backwards and a random flock of geese.
Its kind of funny to be stuck on a platform with hundreds of random people
I just got so angry that I got kind of lightheaded
It’s not even that serious.
I don’t know why people walking past the desk to my boss’ office while I’m on the phone when they are already 18 minutes late to a meeting makes me want to throw a massive temper tantrum, but it does.
Why can’t you just wait til I’m off the phone?
Sometimes you hold on to the sunshine in your mind like a three year old saying “I’m not listening” and covering their ears. But the sadness and bad things are still lingering.
The thoughts will creep up and I start saying to myself, “nope I don’t want to think about that. Or feel that. Don’t want to be sad. Don’t want to be angry. Don’t want to feel lonely. Don’t want to worry about that. Don’t want to feel ugly.”
Keep trying to ignore it. I’m not sure if that’s a good solution, but I don’t want to feel bad right now. So I won’t.